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2006-11-29T01:36:00.000-08:00

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A TRUE FRIEND

2006-07-12T02:44:00.000-07:00

A true friend is someone who never let’s you down.
They give you the reason to live,
The reason to care,
And most of all, the reason to love.

A true friend is someone who stays with you
No matter how high the walls are,
No matter how deep the holes are,
They’ll always stick with you.

A true friend is someone who can keep you alive,
When your hopeless or feeling blue,
When your broken and helpless
They’ll always try to make things right for you.

A true friend can somehow or sometimes
Turn out to be your best friend
Or even your true love…

…I dedicate this poem to all my friends who were always there for me,
When I needed them the most.
Thank you all, I appreciate what you did for me
And I’m proud to have you all.
God bless you all…

2006-07-09T03:15:00.000-07:00

So you want me to tell you something about myself?
...I don't have anything to say.
Even if I did you'd be wrong to believe me.
Trust is a lie. Nobody ever knows any more.

THANK YOU!!!

2006-06-30T05:04:00.000-07:00

Something unique I have lost
I was blinded by evil greed n lust
Everyday pain in my head
Lay unconscious on my bed

It all changed that very special night
We talked 2 each other with might
Your sweet true advice,
My tears flowed like frozen ice.

Thank you for being so nice,
Knowing I wasn’t right.
Thank you for showing me my faults,
With my dead brain in a halt

Remind me never to judge others,
By their covers.
People make mistakes,
And it’s an awful disgrace.

Thank you for being so brave,
When you were buried in the grave.
Thank you for giving me a chance to talk,
When your not ready to have a walk.

People say that nobody is perfect
But that’s not true.
Everybody is perfect,
In their own special way.

Thank you for the golden memories,
Which goes to my book of histories
Thank you for being yourself,
Which carved your name in myself

Hope someday u will trust me,
To reunite again as one
Hope I will be your guy again
To live happily ever after…forever…

-A poem written by me-

2006-06-17T04:31:00.000-07:00

IN HOPE FOR FORGIVENESS...

2006-06-17T03:51:00.000-07:00

I know I hurt you and I feel so bad,
For saying things and making you sad..
It's just that my love for you is so great,
I want to be with you, I just can't wait..

You are so special, one of a kind,
I could look forever and never find,
Anyone else as wonderful as you,
With such a pretty smile and eyes so brown..

Please forgive me for things I said,
I love you so much, It just messed my head..
You are my life. My very breathe,
I promise to love you, even after death..

So if you can forgive this broken hearted friend,
You'll never see that part of me again..
I'll love you and take care of you for infinity,
We'll make it, together, just you and me..

PAINFUL LOVE

2006-06-07T00:41:00.000-07:00

Watching you from across the room
sends searing pain through my heart.
I think back to a year ago,
when I thought we'd never part.
My love for you just won't die down
it just grows with each new day.
I wish you'd dare to look at me
and hear what I have to say;
"I love you and I want you back"
but these words you just won't hear.
You don't seem to remember them
all the memories I hold dear.
You were my first kiss, my first love
and now you don't even care.
How could you just blow it away?
We were the perfect pair.
you seem content to let me go
You're doing fine as you are,
while I'm still missing how we were.
We had the best love by far.

THE JOKE'S ON ME...

2006-06-07T00:12:00.000-07:00

I keep waiting for the phone to ring
Yet I know it won't be you;
I try to fill my life with busyness
Yet all I do is think of you.
What became of us
And all our dreams and plans;
How could you turn and walk away
As I watched our castles turn to sand?
Do you never even miss me
Don't you long to caress my face;
How could you forget so easily
And You I can't erase?
I want to be in your arms again
To see the laughter in your eyes;
But I guess the joke's on me
And Oh! Was I surprised!

IT'S OVER...

2006-05-13T21:46:00.000-07:00

It's over
What else can I say?
You made your choice
And walked away.

It's over
There's no turning back,
And my heart was broken
Just like that.

It's over
And there is nothing I can do,
But gather up the memories
Of the things we used to do.I

t's over
How else can I explain?
You went your separate way
Now nothing is the same.

It's over
And all the tears I've cried,
Wont bring back the love
You used to feel inside.

It's over
I have to forget you now,
To stop loving you is hard,
But I must do it somehow.

Because it's over
And I'll never have you again.
No matter how much I begged you
Our relationship came to an end.

But it's over now
No matter what I try
You just wont come back to me,
No matter the tears I cry...

I just need to let you know,
That you will always own my heart,
Although shattered and broken
You'll carry it, all torn apart....

MAKE ME SMILE AGAIN

2006-05-13T19:46:00.000-07:00

Make me smile again
tell me you love me one last time.
Hold my hand like once before
and in my ear whisper "You're mine."

Make me smile again
just like when I was by your side.
Lie to me and make me think
there's nothing that you have to hide.

Make me smile again
say you love me like no other.
Tell me that you're being true
that there's not another lover.

Make me smile again
you're the only one that can.
Be there for me when I need you
and tell me that you understand.

Make me smile again
just pretend we're still together.
Kiss my lips like you once did,
fake your promise of forever.

Do whatever you must do
just like you did back then.
Say whatever lie you want
to make me smile again...

2006-05-02T21:33:00.000-07:00

AMONG YOUR FRIENDS

2006-05-02T19:37:00.000-07:00

Among your friends i care for you the most,
among your friends i love you the most,
among your friends you hurt me the most
coz....i know thats all i am to you...
among your friends.

HELLO KITTY

2006-05-01T03:24:00.000-07:00

Her favourite character in the whole wide world.
ps. if u see any stuff regarding this character,pls let me know..

ONCE IN MY LIFE...

2006-05-01T03:16:00.000-07:00

Once in my life I felt complete,
no worries and no pain.
Life was simple, life was so sweet.
You brought in the sunshine and took away the rain.

Once in my life I felt real joy,
the joy and happiness each day
which you brought to me.
My world seemed so perfect.

Once in my life I felt what it
was to be in love and to
be loved by one so gentle,
tender, kind and sweet.

Once in my life I felt so free,
free as the cool wind that stirs the trees.
Not one encumbrance upon my soul,
nothing would ever keep me bound.

Once in my life is not enough,
for all I had treasured and
tasted has now been taken,
left only by this emptiness inside.

Once in my life I wish that
we will meet again and that
you will bring me back all that I
long for, your love like sweet nectar and wine.

Just once more in my life before I die,
please share again
all the laughter as well as the tears.
Come back to me, into my life.

TO WATCH YOU LEAVING

2006-04-18T22:18:00.000-07:00

To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul.
As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself,
warm with sleep, against your solid back.
Nor hear your steady breathing.
Or feel the beating of your heart.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
aware in every moment of every day that my dreams,
my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be.
And the mornings once so silent and hopeful,
us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever, are now but small pieces of my past.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you.
I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know that I've lost my place on this earth.
My station. My heart's home.
That I will wander, forever a nomad.
Alone and afraid. And in my troubled dreams watch you leave, again and again.
For the balance of my days.

YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING..

2006-04-08T02:23:00.000-07:00

Y...You are there...out there ???
O...On line so near but I fear
U...Unfold your secrets...Please give me that last ticket !!!

A...Are you there...somewhere ???
R...Reason with Me...Hear Thee
E...Endless Love...Us...a pair of dove...

M...My heart is urs...will always be urs
Y...Y must U...deny ur Luv 4 Me...???

E...Endless tears...standing here...
V...Very hurt...eager and thirst
E...Everything has come and gone
R...Rainnning Nite...no longer here...Am I right ?
Y...Y must it ends...Please tell Me...
T...Time will prove...How much I care 4 U
H...Hear me please...& U shall see...
I...In my heart...U're My Everything
N...No matter how...no matter when...I shall wait
G...Gone now...far away...but I must say...I LUV U

ONE DAY SOON...

2006-04-06T02:34:00.000-07:00

I knew I'd miss her badly and tried to put it out of mind.
Then I came to realise she was the one I've lived to find.
She had changed my life so much for the better.
That I struggle to imagine life without her.
I write her every other day to enfure
she is more than just a picture on my shelf.
Knowing I think of her too much ,
but I just can't help myself.
I get by through every sun and moon,
on the hope that we can be together again.
One day soon.

2006-04-03T21:31:00.000-07:00

FAMOUS QUOTES

2006-03-21T22:56:00.000-08:00

"Forget who hurt you yesterday,
But don't forget who loves you tenderly today."

"I had a dream and it was about you ...
I smiled and recalled the memories we had ...
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ...
you know why?
Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ..."

"Never be sad for what is over,
just be glad that it was once yours."

"I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me -
I’m going to smile."

"It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."

"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go."

"The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go,
and knowing when to say goodbye."

2006-03-20T00:58:00.000-08:00

UNFORGETTABLE DAYS

2006-03-14T02:01:00.000-08:00

Unforgetable days spent together
swinging on swings
and tickling each other.
Times you remember
and laughed about,
when your
bored,
Sitting, talking, holding each other,
never wanting to let go.
Stupid little arguments about who loves who more.
The times you adore.
Everyday your love growing stronger.
You never wanting the feeling to end.
That is what I call true love that will never end.

LONELY AGAIN

2006-03-14T01:41:00.000-08:00

Being with you was my inner strength,
Made me confident and could fight with the world then,
Without your love feel lonely agian,
Like a field of dead flowers in the rain.
I always thought you as my own,
Perhaps, to you I was an intruder unknown,
Without your love feel lonely again,
But still my love for you will always remain.

LIFE'S GAME

2006-03-13T02:04:00.000-08:00

People can change,
And people just won't.
Either they love you,
Or they just don't.
Man can play,
And couples fight.
You aren't always lucky,
That's just life.
Death has a reason,
And everyone has a purpose.
Everything you do now,
Will eventually be worth it.
People will lie to you,
And you won't always get your way.
Just be yourself,
And play life's game.

DEPRESSION!!!!!!

2006-03-13T00:42:00.000-08:00

What is the word depression?
I get depressed when I make a bad impression,
I try my hardest to fake a smile,
when I know the tears will come in just a little while.
People don't see what's going through my head,
they don't know how many times I wish I was dead,
I can't talk to anyone about this big mess,
It's just too hard to try and confess,
I need help to find a cure,
or I'll go crazy by the age of 20 for sure,
I am not afraid to die,
when the time comes I won't run away or cry.
So the word depression is very real,
I don't like the word or the way it makes me feel.
To anyone who feels the same or worse than I do!

LOST WITHOUT U

2006-03-11T22:13:00.000-08:00

With out you i feel so lost
lost without your arms around me
lost without your loving voice
telling me everything will be alright
without you I dont think they will be
they never will be again
i've lost you
the only one i truly loved
the only one i truly trusted
i feel so lost without you
i have nothing to want
all i need is you
i long for your touch
a warm,tender loving touch
that makes all my problems melt away
i've always said that if i lost you i'd die
i feel so close holding on by a thread
i dont know why it hasnt broken yet
maybe its because there is a little glimmer of hope
like the candle in the window
that you can just barely see from the street
the hope that one day you will find me again
and i'll find myself back in your loving arms where i belong
where i was meant to be
and one day again you will love me
and things will be right
and i will no longer be lost.

LOST

2006-03-11T21:06:00.000-08:00

I lost everything when i lost you.
I lost my life when i lost you.
I lost my senses when I find my self in a deep misery.
I lost my pride when I lost my potency of loving you.
I never stop my self to love you.
I apart my self from your loving thought.
I lost everything when I lost you.
I am lost in my own world.
I am looking at you in my blur eyes.
I know you will come to me.
And I will get everything I wanted.
I will not lose anything because you are not lost for me.
Your sweet and tender smile gives me the pleasure of this world.
It’s a gift from heaven when I will find you in my arm.
But I just lost my way to get back to you.
I lost everything when I lost you.

PLEASE COME BACK TO ME

2006-03-06T22:26:00.000-08:00

The girl of my dreams left me today.

It hurts so much.

I don’t know what to say.

But all I can do is just kneel down and pray.

And hope that she comes back some day.
I’ll do anything for you to come back to me.

Cause I know I wont find this love again “love so sweet”.

Baby please I need you back in my life.

And I promise you that

I wont make the same mistake twice.

Baby I know you love me

Cause I saw it in your eyes

I saw it the last time that we had said goodbye

And if you took me back

I think I would die

If i ever heard that word again

“GOODBYE”

I'M SO SORRY!

2006-02-20T19:25:00.000-08:00

I am so sorry baby
I know i hurt you much
I didnt have to say those words
That will cause your heart to cry.
I am such a fool for doubting you
You who did and showed me all
To make me feel how much you love
means how much you care for me.
Sometimes I didnt know I'm hurting you
Sorry coz sometimes my mind goes astray
But let me tell you one thing baby
I swear to God my love for you will never fade away..
How stupid I am for thinking that way
Please I am asking for apology my dear baby
Let me make up for my mistakes
Let me prove to you how much I love you.
Baby , i didnt mean to hurt you
Please accept my apology
My past caused all these troubles
Please help me bury them completely.

FORGIVE ME!

2006-02-20T19:08:00.000-08:00

You came around to me
I don’t think that I deserved you
You showed me how to love
I broke your heart in return
You taught me how to smile
I made you lose your smile
You told me to open my eyes
I almost caused you to close yours
You showed me that I was loved
I told you I wasn't
You told me to never give
I made you turn a leave
You showed me that I wasn’t alone
I made you lose everybody
You told me that I would someday see what you said was right
I didn’t belive you, but you turned out to be right.
Please forgive me!

MY VALENTINE.....

2006-02-14T01:39:00.000-08:00

Lay me down gently...My loving Valentine

Hold me in your arms

Keep your lips on mine

Lets begin this journey

We have waited for so long

This perfect night belongs to us

We're right where we belong.

No words spoken..

Our eyes say it all

As our passion rises

More deeply in we fall.

A moonlit night...so beautiful

A night made for our love to shine

My heart beats for you...

feel my love

And know everyday,

you're my Valentine.

PASSION

2006-01-23T19:50:00.000-08:00

Day by day,Night by night
Kiss by kiss,Touch by touch
Step by step,I fall in love
A love so incomprehensible,So vivid,So unique
So wild, that not even the reign of God could control
A passion so deep.A need so necessary.A want so strong
The universe would not handle
I love you today,I’ll love you tomorrow,I’ll love you forever

WHAT IS IT THAT I LOVE?

2006-01-20T19:26:00.000-08:00

If asked why I love her I would say,
It’s the sway in her hips,the thickness in her thighs.
It’s the lust in her lips,the love in her eyes.
It’s the softness of her skin,the silk in her hair.
It’s the twist in her walk;it’s the sweetness in her talk.
It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day.
That is what I would say.

YOU ARE MY LIFE

2006-01-20T18:48:00.000-08:00

You came into my life unexpectedly,and everything took a turn for the better.Your warm eyes, your laugh,the sincere way you speak,and the kindness you showed me,all became a part of my life.As you unfolded yourself to me,I discovered more and more beauty.I have never seen so much gentleness in one person.Without even knowing it,you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart.It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship.But it’s so easy to feel close to you.I can’t tell you how nice that feels.I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006

2006-01-01T19:15:00.000-08:00

If it didn't bring you joyjust leave it behind.Let's ring in the new year with good things in mind.Let every bad memory that brought heartache and pain.And let's turn a new leaf with the smell of new rain.Let's forget past mistakes making amends for this year.Sending you these greetings to bring you hope and cheer.Happy New Year!

2005-12-21T01:39:00.000-08:00

Life is a drama,make it a comedy,
but not a tragedy.

ONLY YOU.......I LOVE

2005-12-20T20:01:00.000-08:00

Only you make my heart skips a beat, you are the reason that I live.every time that I look into your eyes, it gives me more reasons why I love you.Only you know my secrets, my loss and you never judged.When you smile at me I see a pure side to you, like rose petals that never been touched.Even though we fight and say things that we don't mean, we find reasons why, should we be together.Only you gave me the hope when no one gave the chance.Only you, Only you, Only you.....I love

MY LOVE FOR YOU IS REAL

2005-12-20T19:40:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time,In no fairy tale world,a river was cried, by one little girl.Her parents split up,mother depressed.often did she cry.It seemed like she had,nothing left to live for,But way down the river,someone she'd adore.They started out strangers,Soon became friends,A friendship they thought, would never end.A bond that got stronger,A need that was true,And one day he'd ask, "Do you love me too?"Her heartbeat got faster,The sunlight shone bright,But in his eyes, she saw twinkles of night.Butterflies flew around her,in her stomach aswell,On her tip-toes she'd kiss him, before she would tell.'You saved me from death,And taught me alot,About life and being happy, and Cupid's love shot.With every beat of your heart,And every breath that you steal,Know this always: my love for you is real."

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